The right one.

Assalamualaikum and hello there, people. 

How's it going? Does today make you happy?
Well, Alhamdulillah I'm just 50-50.

Few days ago was a totally worst days for me. I think this 2013 year was a horrible year but I might be wrong. It just has started. I'll never know what will happen in the future. Not all people ended up happy if they're started off well right?

It's just flaw of the world. 

Everybody feel sad. Even if you saw them laughing like a mad person, you'll predict/ know that actually they're crying inside.

But hey, when we feel hopeless and despair, we wanted to tell it to somebody right? Yeah, everybody does. It can help us to reduce or tense. For me, when you're being sad, tried to express it with your own way. Sometimes, our way to express or feelings especially when we're sad make people annoyed. I already experience it once back then when I still played my myspace. From that, I've learned that people who did not know we well enough might ended up being annoyed when we posted our despair on our personal site.

Just chill. Hard times will passed by. Just believe that time always goes on.

So, as a solution find a person that was truly know exactly what we feel. The best listener in this world is a listener who had been felt exactly the same when you tell him/her about you stories. It might be your best friend, your family or your relatives. But remember, not all your 'best' friend you can tell them your stories. You need to be smart in order to pick up your listener. Even when you wanted your friend to come to you and listen to your problem, you don't need to be worry. Your truly best friend will come and see you and sit with you and listen to you, sincerely.

And your 'true' best friend are not hypocrite. They'll listened to it until you're finished.

And sometimes, not all people loved to hear other's problems. This is because when they crumble, no one were there for him/her, no one would asked why. They ended up shed tears alone. And that's why, they think 'Your problem is your problem. Your problem is not my problem. Solve it yourself'

See the game? Sometimes, human would be to selfish to one and another.

And when we face something that we thing it was horrible, just remembered that not only you who faced problems in this world. Everybody does. And everybody are same to you. They'll cry. What makes it different is just the times when we begin to smile again.

As I told you before that I had faced major problems few days ago, Allah SWT rewarded me a very special gift that I couldn't ever imagine. I've wait this moment for three years and BOOM! Just with a phone call, it happen, miraculously.

I met my old great great best friend, Nurul Izzaty Md Hafiz when she was in Kajang, shopping with her mother. I never knew that my intention to chat with her like I do regularly ended up met her at Metro Kajang. He gave me chance to hug my friend again that I missed the most. I and her, we have been hugged each other hundreds times when we just met. I could remember her fragrance. She was so beautiful and haven't change much. She still the Zaty I knew. That will remain unchanged forever, infinity.

January 19, 2013, a perfect gift from My Merciful God, Allah SWT. I will not forget this day. I hope we will meet again regularly next time.

And to Zaty,
Thank you for your gift. I wanted to hug you more but time was being too jealous with us. Thank you for making those one and half hour being my most happiest moment. I'll hope we'll meet again. I'll promise you, another day I'll come to Putrajaya and sleepover to your house, okay just like as we promise? Don't forget me. I'm nobody when you're trying to forget me. Without you, no more Aina. No more. 

To the readers, cherish all the tears. Your tears didn't worth hundreds bucks. It was more than that.
Find our true listener. They're here, but you need to find it with your heart.

Just smile, till the end.

Have a blast and be happy, 
Anne :)