XOXO

Assalamualaikum and hello there, people.

How's your day? I'm on my holidays. Have a great time.

And long time no see.

Many things happen lately. I was too busy with my school life, as always and I'm busy dealing with my daily life's problems. 

Yeah, in the other way, I'm tired. Someone said to me, when you grow up, there's less and less things to laugh about. Why do I feel this now? 

I don't know.

I just wondering, do I am really far from them? Why can't I joke around with them, like what I used to do with my friends? I'm just wondering why do I have two kinds of live now? Is it because of my surroundings?

Or maybe I have something wrong with my own self. Sometimes I'm tired just to think about it.

But, the reality is, I need to cherish my teenage days.

If I lead my negative life 24/7, then what is the reason I breath?

Someone in my class was no longer interest in study. I keep watching the way he lead his life. Kinda empty.  He just come to school everyday, just to meet his friends and laugh all day. And I thought, 

Why did he come to school to be like that?

Then, I realize,


He may be hate living like this. But what can he do? God wake him up this morning.

And, maybe I'm in the same shoe like him. Or maybe, slightly different.

As a teenage, I can't keep this negative feeling forever. I'm at my climax now. Mourning about something's useless kinda boring. Isn't it?

And sometimes, I should learn to let something go, for my own benefits.


P/S : Before I step down, I would like to congrats our national troopers, commandos, police men and people who are involved in the Lahad Datu issues. Well done. You guys was too noble to be said. Thank you for protecting this lovely country. 

And I express my condolence to the family of policemen who was killed violently by the militants. I'm very sorry, for can doing nothing. 

Have a great day, 
Anne :)