In the dreamer coach.

Assalamualaikum and Hello there, people. 

It's Sunday everyone. I hope you'll in a good state. If not, just wait. Maybe it's not your turn to smile yet.

At my age now, I'm a dreamer. I ride a train, sitting in a dreamer coach. While looking at the scenery as the train passed by, like I'm trying to find myself, where I'll end up to and what I'm going to be.

But, I'm glad that I know what I wanna be. So, the thing is, I need to dream about it and start doing something. And, I'm on my track now. I know where I belong. I see the future. Even it's still blurry  I can see where I will stand in the next 8 years from now. 

So, as a dreamer there would be always people who wants to bring me down. Like, many. What I'm gonna do? Well, yeah. Sometimes the people who brings my spirit down were among my loves one. 

The question is, should I give a damn on that thing?

Well, hell yeah I shouldn't.

For those who see me as a bad person, a lazy bump, a rude kid, an annoying girl on earth, and those who fucking hate me,

I don't care. I'm gonna live and run as much as I want until I get what I want. If I think about you guys, I'm just wasting my time. 

And when I collapse, are you guys would be there and give me a hand?

Lol. Never. Only those who see me as a human, a proper human would give me a hand.

And for those who see me as a proper human, as a bright kid, as a teenage who has a brighter future,

Thank you very much. Because of you guys, I'm still standing, even half of me had fallen into pieces. 

At least, I have 20% of people who see me as a proper human, out of 100%.

And I think you have the same too. 

Many people trying to bring our spirit down. Like they didn't trust us. They expecting us, while we're unexpected youth who will light up the future. So, no need to give a damn on them, stop crying about them. start crying about your own self.

And ask yourself, 

"How much do you have cried for yourself, instead of you've been wasted for others?" 

We're the one who only knows the answers. Only you can ask yourself.

Start riding the dreamer train and seat at the dreamer coach. You'll end up, where you're supposed to be. 

And lastly, 

"Show them what's real. Show them the real you. Maybe they didn't see you as a diamond now, but you'll shines as bright as anything and making them stays in the dark, to let your turn to shine bright."

Good luck! 

p/s: I'm going to have my mid-term exam tomorrow. Pray for me as well. 

Sincerely, 

Anne :)